Of birthdays and other nothings

So it's my birthday today. Mostly, I have nothing to show for the length of time I've been alive except some pretty stupid decisions but every one is throwing words like great potential and bright future at me like they think I have my life all figured out. I'm utterly clueless! For the most part, I think of dropping out of school and maybe pursuing an alternative career in rythmic gymnastics or I could go off to India and 'find myself' or even become a gypsy and focus on the finer things in life... I'm young though and my canvas is still all flowery and dreamy; I think I'll just take time out and just be, for a while